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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

How can I forget you when your always on my mind ? How can I not want you when your all I want inside ? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart ? How can I not love you when you control my heart ?

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to . Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care . Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you .

You're the reason behind my smile , you're the reason for my laughter , and also for the reason for my happiness ... because you've showed me what love is but I never thought you're also the reason for my tears and for experiencing the greatest pain that could ever happen me ...

A million words wouldn't bring you back . I know because I've tried . Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried .

I never knew I could feel so much pain , and yet be so in love with the person causing it .

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there .

Loving you was easy , losing you was hard . Loving you is still easy , but knowing you are no longer mine , is the hardest of it all .

The Trapped Soul |6:25 AM|

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Friday, July 23, 2010

well today nothing much happens at school .
hmm .. but but got something funny happen .
darry and jordan was playing "cha" .
then after that i ask jordan to play "cha" with me .
then when we was scissors , paper , stone , darrly was lyke paiseh .
he thought jordan play with him .
he keep on scissors , paper , stone all by himself .
muwahahaha:D:D
taq ley angs:):)
then 2 period of lang arts was kinda boring .
hmm .. nahh ,, nothing to elaborate about that lesson .
but but but uh ,, got something sway happen to me siaa:(:(
cannot tell !
hahaha !
after school went home with ezzaty .
meet hubby at 1.30pm
bla .. bla .. bla ..
slack at sunplaza there:)
then went to the library to return hubby's book .
then went to the repair shop to ask how much to repair my hp .
the first shop say $60 .
went to the next shop .
that guy bad seyh:(:(
he look at my phone , took out my sim card and memory card .
then he ask what's the problem .
then hubby told him what's the problem while i otp with ezzaty .
then suddenly , he go write some stuff .
he return the memory card and the sim card .
i was lyke wtf !
i only want to know how much .
he say he have to send my hp to the warehouse to see what's wrong then can tell how much to repair .
sad seyh:(:(
somemore i got no spare phone .
ask ezzaty is she have , she say no .
ask fairuz , luckily she say have .
haha .
went to bbt to take the phone .
so yeah , im currently using fairuz's budget hp .
i wana my phone back !
sad uh:(:(:(:(:(
i hope my hp is okaay:)

*baby don't leave me alone .. i need you by my side .. i love you so much ..

The Trapped Soul |6:39 AM|

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Thursday, July 22, 2010

well today is racial harmony day .
lots of people wear their ethnic costume .
but our class only 5 people wear .
kate jiwe 203 mah !
haha .

so first period was music .
boring-.-
went to lab to do the music thing .
teacher give us 1min of facebook .
lame-.-
then it was p.e.
raining dok .
so went to play area to do our p.e.
hmm .. took a funny video of them having p.e.
maybe i will post it at fb .
hehe:D:D
recess babe !
then it was science .
kinda boring .
nahh , nothing to say about science lesson .
then it was geography .
quite boring but the last part was fun .
teacher let us see all the class photo:):)
then it was assembly .
lame-.-
it was so lame-.-
then home !
muwahahaha !
so yeah that was it .

* baby I'm sorry for what i have done towards you . I really hope you could forgive me . I know it was stupid doing that towards you . I don't want to make you sad baby . Please forgive me .. Baby , i promise i won't do that again . I'm sorry .. Don't be sad baby . I will always love you no matter what . He is my past and i don't wana remember my past with him . I wana be yours always . So please baby , don't torture me .. Please oh please forgive me ..

The Trapped Soul |6:18 AM|

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

today was fun as i get to meet my sayaanq !
hehe:D

During maths , kena scold by teacher then kena detention for 30mins .
so yeah , after school report to the detention room and do our maths work .
anyway , during MT was kinda boring .
Coz there is only a bit of laughter .
hmm .. recess , me and ezzaty never eat .
Save money:)
after detention , meet hubby at my house bustop .
walked to my block and i went up to change .
slack awhile near my block then went to KFC to eat .
then saw my ex .
haha .
botak sia his hair .
and and and he is taller than azli:)
hahaha .
went to t1 and go to arcade .
play games at there .
total spend = $7
all use my money .
and i use $1 from my ezlink .
:(:(
then slack again near my house .
time fly very fast and i gotta go home:(:(
he send me back and he give me a big huggy:):)
i loike i loike :):)
im missing my hubby:(:(
i wana meet my hubby again !
yahh ,, that's all for today .

The Trapped Soul |6:16 AM|

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Monday, July 19, 2010

19 July 2010
Monday

well , first was LA .
after that was MT .
damn funny seyh Cikgu Karmin ( CG )
he always scold us then make us laugh .
wth-.-
anyways it was fun .
after that was RECESS .
the most exciting part of the day .
hahaha:D:D
then it was Science .
our teacher never come then the another teach us .
and also got one extra teacher .
the extra teacher scold us for little things .
lame siaa-.-
then it was Maths .
fuhh , fun .
as if .
pftt ..
then it was D&T .
teacher never come , stay at class do the drawing thing .
relief teacher was funny .
hahaha:D:D
lol .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
meet syaz at canteen .
ezzaty MIA to Shafiee:)
haha .
bought food and drinks at bbt .
slacked at NP .
walked to 7-11 near Tampines Junior College .
bought smthing .
took bus 21 home .
and tada ard 3plus i was at home:)
good girl:)
after that bathe and sat at the comp from 4.30 till now .
hehehe:D
currently chating , webby with hubby and texting .

* hope you get better ezzaty . tuhh luhh saper suroh naek basikal , kn bnyk darah kuar .

The Trapped Soul |3:25 AM|

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Sunday, July 18, 2010

17 July 2010
11mnths anniversary

Yeah , it was our 11mnths anniversary .
~weeee~
hahaha:D:D
went out and celebrate .
but our celebration was diff then all of our celebration for our anniversary .
we play cards .
yeah , it was lame .
haha .
since both of us are broke , we played cards .
no money = no fun
hahaha .
lol .
it was kinda raining though , so cold .
need a hug:(
nobody hug me , sad uh:(
went home ard 4plus , coz he got smthing going on .
sad:(extremely sad:(
text him , bla .. bla .. bla ..
so yeah , our 11mnths celebration was lame , but at least i get to see him:)

18 July 2010
Sunday

yeah , today continued our outing since yesterday was kinda short hanging out with him .
walked to tampines mall .
eat at McDonalds .
total = $11
thankiew for treating me Mac sayaanq .
hehehe:D:D
walked ard t1 , then went to arcade .
total = $6
haix:(
then walked to sunplaza and play cards again .
hahaha .
wow .
addicted to playing cards with him .
err ,, weather was damn cold , need a hug badly:(
luckily he was there to hug me:):)
was warm enough:)
bla .. bla .. bla ..
went home at 4pm
sat at home rotting to death .
nahh ,, joking only .
but yeah , was bored .
well im currently fb-ing , chating and text with hubby :)
cheers people .

The Trapped Soul |5:23 AM|

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

12 July 2010
Monday

hmm .. nothing much happen except we get to do D&T stuff .
haha .
lol .

13 July 2010
The most fucking day ever

Fucker !
well after school me , syaz and ezzaty slack at a nearby block near our school .
after that , we went to bbt to buy food and drinks .
we bought 2 ice peach tea , 1 ice lemon tea , 4 spicy chicken .
slack again behind our school .
den syaz throw away her drink but me and ezzaty never throw .
after we left the place , me and syaz kene caught by this one guy .
and he ask me to call ezzaty .
he said " girl , call your friend "
" go back to the place "
" pick up all this litter and go back to your school "
" i can fined you and you can all go to court . "
i was lyke wth !
fucker !
that guy got no lyfe man .
nothing better to do .
so yeah , took our rubbish and went back to school .
avoided the canteen , scared we saw our friends .
and he took our ezlink card .
wtf !
he left school and handed over our ezlink card to our DM .
told us to wait for him until 5pm .
haiyoo .
good luh people got nothing to do ask us to wait lyke stupid infront of General Office .
that's lame man-.-
so yeah of course have to wait until 5pm then our DM came back .
called my mom and told her what happen .
you know what ?
she said " bagos luh , keep on littering everywhere "
hahaha .
so DM called us and he talked to us .
he said he's giving us a chance and not to do it again .
he gave us 2hr detention .
WTH MAN !
he said smthing , in the end finishing with " ey look your father ! *push us* from the 4th lvl . "
we all laugh including him .
he decided to reduce our detention hr so it bcame 1hr .
so after that went home .
have to wait until 7pm when parents came home .
bought kfc for me:)
hahaha .

14 July 2010
Wednesday

hmm .. went to school , bla bla bla ..
first lesson , maths .
boring-.-
next recess .
quite fun .
haha .
next was history .
bored babe , but overall quite fun though .
next was MT .
funny siaa that Mr Karmin . ( not sure correct spelling )
always make us laugh .
looking forward to MT .
next was STAR lesson .
Boys have to go for the sexuality talk .
and then school ends:)
so me , syaz and ezzaty have to go to the detention room .
raihanah ask where are we going , we said " detention "
she followed us as she also have detention .
so we have to be in that boring classroom for 1hr .
text ezzaty during detention .
haha !
sempat seyhh text .
after detention meet azli .
went to sunplaza .
bla bla bla ..
slack with him then went to bbt to eat .
hungry . hungry . im so hungry .
bought cheese fries and 6 piece of smthing lyke chicken .
total $3.80
he paid $1
while i paid $2.80
haha .
after that bought ice cream .
then he send me home and he went home .
tada ! THE END .
haha .
lol .
well im currently chat , fb and doing absolutely nothing:)
Cheers everybody:)

The Trapped Soul |4:11 AM|

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Sunday, July 11, 2010

9 July 2010
Friday

nah nothing happen much .
hehs .

10 July 2010
Saturday

went to madrasah as usual .
hmm .. nothing interesting happen .
bla .. bla ..
was suppose to meet my hubby , azli:)
but yeah gotta cancel coz got jemputan .
haiyoo ..
went to sengkang there .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
helped my makcik to move her things to her new house at wdlnds .
penat dok .
haha .
sweep her house .
then was suppose to eat outside then i changed my mind .
we then bought murtabak to eat at home .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
watched incredible tales .
wooo scary .
haha .
as if .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
otp wf hubby at 12am .
haha !
bla .. bla .. bla ..
he damn sleepy siaa .
haha:D

11 July 2010
Sunday

Finish tuiton at 12.30pm
get ready to go out wf hubby at 1.30pm
going to expo to the book fair thingy .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
bought 3 books .
hehe:)
was suppose to go to tamp but then decided to go to esplanade .
hehe:)
so yeah reach there ard 3plus .
damn hawt .
sweats lyke hell especially him .
he sweat lyke a pig seyhh
muwahahaha:D
walked to the merlion park .
damn hawt .
haix .
walked to the esplanade to explore .
went to marina square to eat at KFC bt then taq jady .
hehe:P
took a train to simei to eat at Long John's Sliver .
mmmm ... yummy !
haha .
total of $15 spent on food .
weeee !
reach bck at tamp ard 6plus .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
reach home ard 6.45pm
tired siaa .
bt yeah i had a great time with my hubby !
hehe:)
currently chating , fb and doing nothing .

PEACE OUT PEOPLE:D

The Trapped Soul |5:28 AM|

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Thursday, July 8, 2010

*sweep*sweep*

its getting dirty sia this blog .
so long nvr update-.-
my fault .

5 July 2010
YOUTH DAY .

so ard 10 plus fairuz went to my house to follow me n my mom go penin .
11 plus went out of the house .
so many people seyh .
mentang2 youth holiday nmpk bnyk bdk teenagers .
haha:)
reach there ard 11.30
bla bla bla ..
i bought 2 jeans .
yippie !
bla .. bla .. bla ..
went to tamp to eat at KFC .
i bought SNACKERS !
yummy:):)
soo aft that , part with my mom coz i following fairuz to her house coz lt8 watching movie .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
meet up with jordan , jacob and dyana .
sebok je jacob .
haha .
so reach at cs to buy tickets bt 2.30 show finish .
3.45 finish .
so end up buying the 5.05pm show .
damn it !
as long as we get to watch .
btw , we are watching eclipse .
hehe:)
bla .. bla .. bla ..
show ended at 7plus .
slack awhile at t1 rooftop .
reach home at 8pm
kena scolded by mom-.-

6 July 2010
Anniversary with my bestie:) SYAZWANI !

so yeah it's our 11mnths ani .
hehe .
11 mnths of friendship .
so after school went to t1 to buy this necklace .
so pwetty u know !
haha .
it's a mood necklace .
bt in the end stupid coz its still d same colour(blue) which is happy when im sad .
bt anyway , its a nice necklace .
so HAPPY 11mnths ANNIVERSARY SYAZ !

7 July 2010
Wednesday

nah , nothing happen much .
meet azli at 1.15pm
slack awhile .
den smthing happen .
cannot tell ahh .
hehe .
lame right ?
i know-.-

8 July 2010
Thursday

same , nothing happen much .
except last period .
which is assembly .
stupid .
just that we came late kena scold .
haiyoo .
other class late never kena scold .
wth .
haix .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
went to bbt with syaz and i bought 2 spicy chicken wings and ice peach tea ( my fav )
haha .
went to NP .
slack there .
then smthing happen .
couples fighting .
bt luckily gt the boy's friend .
the boy go act macho sia want to push the girl infront of us .
after the couple went first , the friend said " sorry uh , sorry uh "
we said " nah it's okaay "
den we kpo abit , follow them .
the boy saw me n i pretend to tie my shoelace .
den look again then the boy saw again-.-
pretend playing hp .
then cabot uh .
haha .
walked bck home .
bla .. bla .. bla ..
6 got tuition .
haix .
finish at 7.30 .
currently playing fb and chatting:)

PEACE OUT YA !

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